Dont give up on love

I spent years wanting to have more followers on insta than people I followed and it never happened. No pictures of money, cars or fancy joints worked. I woke up at 3:33 am in the morning about a week ago and started writing a blog as an outlet so that I didn't have to keep posting things on here that nobody wanted to hear and started to just post things on insta that my gut told me to and all of a sudden the followers and likes started to flow in. I wake up every morning to nearly 100 notifications now this thing phone pings more than my old burners used to. I fought tooth and nail for so long for everything in life girls, money and attention and I got it but it all took its toll on me because I wasn't being myself to get it. I had a mental breakdown but from now on I'm referring to it as a breakthrough because it was the best thing that ever happened to me. Iv had numerous chances to stop trying to get the person I love back now and it's not even hard to stay strong anymore. I can say no to drink, drugs, girls and opportunities to make illicit money in immoral ways without so much as a second thought. I had a chip on my shoulder for years about being a fat and poor child but it wasn't my fault and as soon as I let everything go life started to get better. My life has changed in the most magical and amazing ways imaginable in the last 7 weeks or so and if it can happen to me it can happen to YOU. I was put on this earth with a purpose and it wasn't just to stack paper although that's something I'll always enjoy and dedicate some of my time to it's more important that I spread messages of positivity and try to brings others into the state of enlightenment and bliss iv moved into without them having to suffer like I did to attain it. Have an amazing weekend, let go of what's hurting you and causing you to harbour negative and detrimental energy. Live the life you want to live not the one society has made you feel like you need to just do you and you'll be fine follow your intuition its there for a reason. How do birds with brains the size of peas manage to circumnavigate the world to get to where they need to be with such ease ? peace out people.